01 November 2010

New month!

So today was not a good day mentally. My thoughts were caught up in JR most of the day. Seeing his headstone for the first time last week was harder than I thought it would be. I have been trying though to live my life more like he did. I even sent an apology message via facebook to someone who I dont think I necessarily wronged, but it just seems better to smooth things over and move on. My mind definitely feels better now for doing that.
Foodwise it was an okay day. Seems like all my days are "okay" whenever I put anything in my mouth. I wish I could survive on nothing. I wish I could just float through life without anything bothering me at all. I guess that is just a dream.

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