My cousin died about 10 months and 3 weeks ago.
Today I deleted every person who didn't give a damn from my facebook.
I blocked some numbers from my phone too because I feel they didn't care enough.
Im starting a new life. I couldn't be more excited.
My phone didn't ring for four days after my cousin died, even though I called and texted my three closest friends the moment I found out. That thought weighs on my mind everyday. I don't even feel guilty for hating these people. I know I shouldn't, but I don't know how to not hate them.
I'm also sick and tired of everyone telling me that "It was gods plan", or "It was his time to go". FUCK YOU! That is complete bullshit. He was 21. It was no where near his "time". I don't even believe in people having a "time". Anyone who says that can just fuck off.
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