I have been binging still. Its on healthy food because I threw all the crap out. Seriously though I want to crawl under a rock somtimes. I feel like an outcast. Like I don't belong anywhere. Im having anxiety attacks more often because of the fear of being alone forever. I just can't connect with people anymore. My mind doesn't allow it to happen.
I'm supposed to go to my cousins house in mid November. I don't even want to go because I feel like she doesn't even like me. Like shes faking it and is just being nice to me.
I wish I could just be normal.